Lesli Richardson, an author in Tampa, Florida, got COVID-19 earlier this. It was a mild case, but even so, she said she’d never felt sicker. “Fever, coughing, fatigue. Loss of taste and smell. Brain fog,” Richardson told HuffPost. Even now, she still has recurring bouts of , meaning she smells things that aren’t there ― usually a cigarette smell. Neither she nor her husband smoke. Other COVID long-haulers have reported smelling odors they describe as “burned,” “foul,” “rotten,” “sewage,” or “chemical,” .
Richardson got vaccinated in April, but she’s still experiencing fatigue and brain fog. Her lack of energy has made it near impossible to do her job. “My life’s been scrambled,” she said. “I’m a writer, and in the past used to write several books a year. I’ve only published one thisand can barely write now. Edits are painfully slow because sometimes I stare at the page, and things don’t make sense.” “Honestly, I don’t have much optimism right now,” she said.
“” and “post-COVID” conditions refer to health problems patients experience more than four weeks after their initial coronavirus infection. According to one recent report, almost 25% of COVID-19 patients develop long-lasting symptoms. Common physical symptoms include brain fog, shortness of breath, and persistent loss of smell or taste.
But the stress of these lingering symptoms can take a significant toll on patient’s mental health, too: Afound that nearly 1 in 5 people diagnosed with COVID-19 also suffers from psychiatric disorders such as anxiety, depression or insomnia within three months.
, a pulmonary and critical care physician at Massachusetts General Hospital and the associate director of the Pulmonary Coronavirus Recovery (CORE) clinic, told HuffPost in an email that he’s seen patients who met diagnostic criteria for anxiety, depression, and adjustment disorder ― especially those who were critically ill. For patients admitted to the ICU, PTSD is another recurring problem. The overall symptoms are so debilitating for some, they’ve had to stop working.
“The majority ofin their symptoms, and some have experienced complete resolution of their symptoms, but there are many who have not improved, and they feel frustrated and are learning to cope with this ‘new normal,'” he wrote.
‘This has been a dark period of my life.’
Roughly 1tenmonths after getting COVID-19, Madison Rosenbaum struggles to wrap her head around the idea of a “new normal.” Kennewick, Washington, the communications specialist, has lingering long-hauler symptoms, including a lack of smell, taste, and brain fog.
“To say I am exhausted is an understatement,” Rosenbaum told HuffPost. “Combine my long-hauler symptoms with my general anxiety and depression; this has been a dark period.”
Her current “normal” includes dealing with, a disorder in which the scent of certain things ― or, in some cases, everything ― is distorted. Rosenbaum had no clue what she was experiencing until she Googled “my mango tastes bad after COVID” and came across some dedicated to people who have COVID-19.
“I have hadme I am exaggerating my situation for attention or making it up. To not be believed by some that my condition is impacting me this much has been heartbreaking.”
– Madison Rosenbaum, who has long COVID
“It has made eating and socializing extremely challenging,” she said. “Iwhen I get invited to go out to eat or invited to come over for dinner or drinks. I can only eat a handful since most foods taste rancid, overly sweet ― like shampoo or orange cleaner, or my favorite, rotten milk.”
To illustrate, Rosenbaum said that if you wanted awine and rotten milk in front of her blindfolded, she’d struggle to differentiate the taste. Eating has gone from something she often looked forward to, to something she dreads.
“I have had people tell me I am exaggerating my situation for attention or making it up,” she said. “To not be believed by some that my condition is impacting me this much has been heartbreaking.”
There’s no miracle treatment to restore those senses yet, but Rosenbaum is optimistic thatwill yield results.
“And I’m optimistic when I have those great days where something tastes somewhat normal to me, likeor even a piece of fruit,” she said. “I’ve cried during those moments. I have so much gratitude for my body trying to heal.”
Robin, a community educator in Allentown, Pennsylvania, who asked to be identified by their first name only to, caught the coronavirus in July 2020.
“Where I was living, most people, and I wasn’t going anywhere but work and the grocery store,” they told HuffPost in an email. Robin’s initial symptoms were fatigue and extreme brain fog, leading to aches and dizziness.
“The threeillness, I couldn’t do much more than a few hours of writing a day,” they wrote. “I went to a carousel of doctors about my symptoms,” Robin explained. “They found various abnormalities but never enough to diagnose something until recently, I was diagnosed with ― a condition that causes your to speed up by at least 30 beats per minute when you stand up after sitting or lying down ― which they believe came from the COVID illness.”
While Robin mostly feels better now, they still have days of extreme fatigue and feeling out of breath. They’re still upset at the disbelief they’ve faced from the medical community and many family and friends when sharing about their symptoms.
“Itto take my symptoms seriously,” they wrote. “I also feel like because it’s an invisible disability, sometimes people don’t look at me and see some of my physical limitations.”
There’s also this feeling of losing most of the year because of COVID-19. “I had aat, and I had to turn it down because I just couldn’t physically handle it,” Robin said.
“I have accepted that my body might not do what it did before, and that doesn’t bother me,” they added. “I’m more upset that most people aren’t discussing these potential long-term effects and considering that impact for patients.”
Kids with long COVID are also struggling to ‘get back to normal’ too.
Kids with long COVID have their unique struggles. Nola Pressley’s 14-year-old daughter, Savannah, had COVID-19 twice: In March 2020 and November 2020.
Savannah’s lingering symptoms include extreme fatigue, nausea, migraines, dizziness, joint pain, and palpitations. Her motherhelped a lot, as did a team of doctors at Cook Children’s Hospital in Fort Worth, Texas, near the family’s home. The physicians took the teen’s symptoms seriously and immediately referred the family to the specialists she needed.
– Nola Pressley, whose 14-year-old daughter, Savannah, has long COVID
Pressley said returning to school thishas been rough for Savannah —so much so that their family is considering alternative online options.
“Apparently, a one-mile walk is doable, and eight hours of sitting in uncomfortable chairs and carrying books are not … not yet anyway,” Pressley said.
Pressley said it’s also been challenging for Savannah to hear people discount thelike her or to watch parents fight against wearing masks on school grounds.
“To go to school when you know what COVID can do, and seeand acting like the pandemic is over when it’s not, is terrifying for her,” Pressley said. “She’s afraid for all the kids who have no it is. Kids who are healthy right now but might not be. It’s causing her so much stress.”
Both mother and daughter want to return to normal, but there’s so much uncertainty.
“‘Normal’ would be enough. We don’t see that happening, though ― and Delta just made things much more complicated,” Pressley said.
What advice are doctors and therapists giving COVID long-haulers?
Working through diagnostic uncertainty ― not to mention― is an uphill battle when both patients and their doctors are learning about a disease simultaneously, Alba said.
“A one-size-fits-all approach does not work with COVID,” he said. “Everybody’s experience is unique. There is no monolithic diagnosis of ‘long COVID,’ many persistent symptoms can have overlapping spectrums of disease like, also known as chronic fatigue syndrome or ME/CFS.”
Unfortunately, there is no silver bullet treatment that works for everyone.
“Some treatments help others, some are neutral, and some can make people feel worse,” he said.
What can help, across the board, is having access to medical professionals who validate COVID long-haulers’ experiences, whether the symptoms are physical or mental, Alba said.
It can also be reassuring to take an active role in your care management if you’re dealing with COVID-19, said Chelsea Wages, a resident in counseling atwho specializes in working with families and individuals impacted by a diagnosis.
“Write down questions, concerns, or fears you have before your appointments,” she said. “Bring up the information you are uncertain about to your trusted healthcare professional and ask them to help point you in the direction of accurate medical evidence.”
If you have questions about available treatment options or would like a second opinion, by all means, don’t settle for just one doctor, Wages said. Indeed, don’t settle if you’re facing skepticism from the doctors you’re seeing or have been waiting.
Many people HuffPost spoke with said findinghas helped them cope with and compare diagnoses and general outlooks.
Use online resources to your advantage and conduct personal research, but do so in moderation, Wages said. “It is important to recognize when an influx of information has become a catalyst for anxiety,” she said. “If you’re anxious, limit your time researching and take steps to actively participate in your recovery by creating a space where you feel supported, safe, and comfortable.”
Stress and anxiety create additional challenges for the body during recovery, so it’s essential to find ways to mitigate these stressors as best you can, Wages said. Practice stress management techniques and.
Dedicate some time to mindfulness daily, whether through deep breathing or meditation. “Mindfulness can also be achieved through connections or activities that bring you comfort and an increased sense of self,” Wages said, like an online or.
Lean into friends and family who continue to validate what you’re going through and.
Friends of that caliber have given Robin, the community mentioned above educator, the strength theyin their darkest moments. “I’ve worried that because my issues aren’t immediately visible, I will have to fight both for doctors and people in my to believe this is something I’m going through,” Robin said. “But my closest friends have shown up for me. They’ve cooked me meals. Called me. Sat with me.”
“Getting back to normal” doesn’t feel like something Robin can access right now ― especially with theemerging ― but they’re grateful they have their inner circle for support.
“If you’re dealing with long COVID, try to find hope in your community, or even in the online disability or long hauler community,” Robin said.
“Navigating a complex illness can feel very isolating, and it is helpful to know others have experienced similar symptoms, emotions, and treatments and can help encourage your treatment and recovery journey,” she said. “Don’t be afraid to reach out for that emotional support right now.”